Joined Sep 10 2012
44 years old
My name is Christina & I lost my husband several years ago to suicide. The years following his suicide have been tough to say the least, the guilt has been the hardest part to lay aside. Just when I get it in my head that I was not the cause, something happens or is said to make me question it all over again.There is never an answer to why they did it and we as humans constantly try to rationalize. There isn't an answer, never will be. Losing a husband at such a young age, people think you will just "get over it & move on", but this is not the case. Suicide stays w/ you & unfortunately becomes a part of who you are. Not letting it define you and finding people who've been there is the key to suriving. Bless you all...